I was silent
With doubts in my mind
You went to look
Still leaving me blind
And look what you found
A brand new man
A jealousy inside
As well as decimating my master plan
Tried to get you off my mind
Vain attempts though they may be
I can’t stand the thought
Of you not here with me
The recesses of my mind
Hollow in wake
Of what has just past
The mistakes I make
Broken dreams come drifting through
Of what could have been
If I was true to you
I might have seen
The final plot
A bang leaves with it
A resounding shot
The barrel still warm and lit
Still yet a dream
A broken dream
That lays me to rest
My defeated zest